Been losing grip, oh, sinking ships. You showed up just in time
This love is good, this love is bad. This love is alive back from the dead. These hands had to let it go free
And this love came back to me
This love left a permanent mark. This love is glowing in the dark. These hands had to let it go free
And this love came back to me…
But you’re still gone, gone, gone
-Taylor Swift-
Sometimes I just couldn’t believe how fast time flies.
Feels like yesterday worrying single life, now my boy is 6yo! Remembering how fun and can be stressful at the same time working life was, now I am on my way building my own brand.
Some people can have our past, they can keep it but we need to moving forward.
Can’t change the past. Sometimes wondering can we make mistakes and lose the fate?
Days are gone, can’t take it back, just try to enjoy it 😉
Sometimes I miss some part from the past. But overthinking it, realize that holding on to it is not a smart move to do.
Give everything, every good and best effort for our future. Can’t change the past.
Days are gone!
Have you ever wanted something so bad? Something that you shouldn’t even think about.
Have you ever needed someone so bad? Someone that you shouldn’t miss.
Someone like you.
Have you ever dreamed about something so bad? Something out of the routine, out of the maze.
Have you ever wanted someone so bad?Someone who is not for you. Someone that you just couldn’t have.
Yes, yes, yes and yes.
We always try to reach out for someone, something out there. Thinking that it might be better option. Wondering if that will make a change. Pretending that it will take us to higher places.
This is not a race. This is life.
All I know..
We have to pick our self up when we fall. We have to embrace those people that we care about. We have to learn to love ourself, love our life.
We are living in the world of bitterness, sarcasm, anger but also smile, hug, kiss, laughter are shared.
Feels like a fool for keeping ourself positive?don’t be. All the promises can be broken, but love will always there.
Maybe not yet for the right person. But on the right time, right moment, the right person will arrive.
Love will remain the same. It takes time, but it worth every second.
❤️
-daydreamer-
Nothing much to say, just posting few pictures from my kitchen :))
Enjoy! 
Caramelized Onion with Mushroom and tempe!
Urap!
Tempe Tahu!!
Mango Chia Smoothies
2 people..
Spending a minute just to say Hi. Spend another minute to ask further question, Follow with more words, sentences, laughter, smile, warm happy feeling.
There! you got connection.
2 choices…
Continue it or simply ignore it, forget that serendipity feelings. Nothing’s break, no one get hurts.
In a parallel universe, 2 strangers can get connected. 2 best friends can be strangers, 2 old flame means nothing, new couple can celebrate their happiness.
Only a minute, beam me up. A minute is more than enough.
I might not know what to say, just stare and looking. Happy just to be there, knowing that you remember. Bring smile to my face, Highlight my day.
Beam me up.
Won’t mean a thing to you, but might lead to someone else’s happy feelings.
Spend a minute, say Hi…
Beam me up, beam someone up!
Speak your mind is very easy for most of people out there, but I find it is hard to understand that some other people just decide to withdraw themself when they don’t know what to say.
As a Sanguin open book never stop talking mama, very easy for me to speak my mind, to tell what I want, to share what I think and so on.
On my 20s, I am a very expressive and rush decision maker, sometimes impulsive and emotional. But that’s who I am. I made lots of mistakes, few I regret, the rest I am grateful for it.
As I grow older, things has changed, I am still the same open book Sanguin type, but I begin to select who are my audiences. I rarely share everything with everybody, I choose my circle, I stay with my heartwarming geng (beside my fam), and I have few secrets that I keep on my own (sorry hubs).
I am still the same person but I try to grow wisely, better and think more about the consequences of every decision. I am no longer an impulsive 20s something who was dreaming about prince charming and fairy tales, I create my own Fairy tales. I have to create my own version of fairy tales.
Either you are a Sanguin open book speak your mind type, or reserved, or choose to shut people down, one thing that I would say or I might wish, please always think about other people’s feeling.
Some people are not comfortable with us telling them how we feel while others prefer to be told every single things that going on inside our head. Please be thoughtful of it. Simply because it might hurt people that we love.
If I may ask, whoever out there, please always speak your mind to me, tell me how you feel, it might not always pretty but I hate guessing game, I hate to be shut down by people without explanation, especially from a good friend :))
Well, it’s just me.
And again, don’t speak or please do, it’s all your decision to make, not mine.
Be thoughtful. Be kind. ❤️
We are all growing to become a better person, don’t waste your time with something that weigh you down.
They says you are having dreams for reasons, missing someone who appear in our dream, or secretly displaying our wishes or the most (fun) part, someone who appear in your dream is missing you (strong feelings and you just get connected to him/her)
Myth?maybe… 🙂
I am dreaming of someone almost everyday and has no clue which one from above is the suitable reason. LOL. Well i am just hoping that we get connected, secretly wishing on the other side of the world, someone else feel the same.
(Somewhat impossible)
Dreams are built to make us believe in something.
Dreams can be so real and you don’t want to wake up.
Dreams can be motivated and yet create frustration.
Dreams can become reality if you are lucky enough and for sure work for it.
Well, it’s just a dream.
Reality is all that matter. Living our life, get out and race to achieve what we want, stand by who we love.
Share our passion and be grateful. Because love that give us strenght and help us through :))
It’s all that matters ❤️
To love somebody naturally, To love somebody Faithfully, To love somebody equally,is not enough, is not enough, is not enough..
To love somebody secretly
And never touch
To love somebody honestly, and always trust, To love somebody tenderly, The tender touch, Is not enough, Is not enough
Love hurts sometimes, It’s not so easy to find, no….Searchin’ everywhere, You turn and swear, It’s always been there
To love somebody foolishly
Can happen once
To love somebody hopelessly,It hurts so much,To love somebody equally,Is not enough, Is not enough, Is not enough
Love takes a little time
It’s not so easy to find, no, Searchin’ everywhere…You turn and swear..She’s always been there Standin’ there….oh
And if it don’t come easily
One thing you must believe
You can always have trust in me
Because my heart will always be
Yours honestly
Love hurts sometimes, It’s not so easy to find, no,Searchin’ everywhere, Then turn and swear, It’s always been there Standin’ there
Love hurts sometimes
Not yours, it’s not mine, no
Love’s only to share
Turn and swear
It’s everywhere
Standin’ there
’cause it’s always been there
-van halen-
Temptation come across my head, thinking what if I choose different path in the past.
What if…
Do we have right to choose and change our past?
What if…
Something in the present lead us back to our past, what should we do?
Are we trully searching, or just missing a little part that we left behind!
It is ok to miss us, to miss me. Just miss. Few moments are better stay in the past. They are meant to stay there.
Drama might give highlight for our colorful life, but not to keep it.
Memories should be something fun and for us to cherries, not bring sorrow. I want you so bad, but I know I don’t need you now. It’s time to let you go because I am losing my grip now.
It’s ok to miss us, miss me, miss you, because I do. Missing our conversation and miss your voice.
Glitters and highlight of my life. Please be nice! ❤️
“Just keep noticing the good stuff, and you’ll see all the reasons why you know your husband loves you”
Marriage life is never easy, it is surely not like the movies.
Keeping all the sparks, chemistry, butterflies.
I know somewhere in the past, there is someone who stole my heart and keep it with him, but I also know that I am with the one now.
Someone who is meant for me.
Thank you for being a great dad and wonderful husband.
We might not be perfect couple, but we are perfect for each other. Just a little reminder that I should be grateful for that. ❤️❤️❤️
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