When Things Has To End

Everybody has a bad habit, the difference between one and other person is how to handle it. 

Some of us prefer to let it be with excuses “i am sorry, it’s who I am” 

The rest are fighting to make a change, to end it. 

Options are what we call it. 

For better or worse, everything come and happen for making the best of us, like it or not. 

Maybe this is the time to end it

Maybe this is the time to fight for better

Maybe this is the time to accept it

Whatever your choice is, please believe that it is for the best. 

Universe will help you to be better 🙂 

Style or stylist?

Fashion is universal, but how you dress up yourself is actually define you. Like it or not 🙂 

I often put on outfit based on my mood, i have no specific style, but yes, that’s my style. 

Been willing to post more about my outfit choices since ever, so here we go, my first ootd, oh well yesterday’s outfit hehehe. 



Top : my dear friend gave it to me as birthday present . Thank you S.

Denim : my zara’s vintage. Owned it for years, super comfy 

Shoes : cotton on espadrilles 

Well oh well

Can a woman and man be friend, just friend? I have several best buddies when i was younger, most of them are males. 

I prefer hang around with them because I can be myself without feels any burden or anything. 

It suddenly dawned on me that, i have none of them now. 

No male bestfriends at all. 

I start to think about this, do they really exist before?or am I too fooled to realize that none of them is my male bestfriend at all. LOL. 

I start making connection with someone close from the past, he alaways have special place in my heart, a dear friend, who somehow always be there (even when he wasn’t invited me to his wedding, maybe i  am just an annoying friend for him LOL) 

Funny part, this one special person has changed. I can still feel the warm kindheart person, but i can see the difference. 

He become someone stranger to me.

The way he talk to me, the way he say  telling me or stories (or not). Something hold him back, he is different. 

I miss him. I miss him to be my dear friend. 

Someone who i can talk to without any worry on how he feel or react. 

I miss you dear friend. 

I just hope you know it. 

Smoothies smoothies and smoothies

I love having smoothies for my breakfast, but sometimes too lazy to prepare in the morning. 

I’ll share few tips to help me out in the morning :

1. Always wash your veggies as soon as you come back from shopping. Don’t forget the apple vinegar to help removing all pesticide and nasty stuffs (for non organic veggies). Wash and store in a container inside fridge. 

2. I love frozen fruits, so i will cut them into pieces, store it in a ziplock or container and freeze it. I separate it into few container (1 storage for 1 smoothies). I usually doing it while watching movie in the night, or just talking with my hubby. 

3. Always clean your blender after you use it. Dirty blender will make us more lazy to prepare morning smoothies. 

The key is advance preparation. 

Goodluck trying and happy smoothing 



Above is dragonfruits, beepolen, kiwi and  beetroot



Mango, kale, moringa, blueberries and coconut water